Showing posts with label SMDEP. Show all posts
Showing posts with label SMDEP. Show all posts

Sunday, July 21, 2013

6 weeks

HC students with me (an HC alum)!
Way to represent Broncos!
Six weeks ago, I was content with my life. I was working on research, I was eating food at my favorite restaurants (no matter how many great places I frequent, Big Dally's Deli and Back Alley Bakery will always have my heart) and I was enjoying random outings with my best friend in Hastings. I was in the recuperation stage of recovery. I was happy.

Or so I thought.

Six weeks ago, I started working as a TA for the Summer Medical and Dental Education Program (SMDEP). Six weeks ago, I started laughing so hard that my abs hurt every single day. Six weeks ago, I got to know 8 of my (former) classmates like never before. Six weeks ago, I met a group of 79 students from across the country that challenged me in ways I never imagined.


Six weeks ago, I re-discovered joy.

SMDEP TAs.
The best set of co-workers I could have ever imagined!
It's weird. I thought I was basically back to 100% before I started SMDEP. I was wrong. The students, my co-workers and even some of the professors (Captain Capow!) reminded me of the things in life that I love, namely laughter. I've now come through the personality recovery part of my journey towards health. I'm finally starting to feel like myself again. It's been well over a year since the last time I consistently felt this way.





My incredible TA group! 
Now the students have all returned to their respective homes and I'm feeling nostalgic. Not for specific moments from the past 6 weeks (although I will miss the people with whom I worked and the laughs we shared), but for the Cambridge Tradition Program. CamTrad was 6 years ago (is that right...?) already, but I still love and miss the people I met there each day.

As I see my students post on Facebook about what an incredible time they had and about how much they are already missing the friends they made over the past 6 weeks, I remember bawling my eyes out for about 4 of the 8 hours of flight time back over the Atlantic. I also remember feeling like part of my heart had been ripped out and pieces of it were left in England and with each person I met. I remember the emptiness I felt upon my return to Nebraska consistently for several weeks and sporadically for months thereafter. Although I don't necessarily feel as empty as they currently do, I know what they are going through.
punting

Some of the best experiences I've had in my life were during CamTrad: HP7 book release with Henry dressed as Hagrid, the HP5 movie release, punting, eating at the Greek place with Alexia while everyone else was at internet cafe, the Trailer of Life food truck (est. 1992) in the town square, Ramesh's grad school graduation march across Cambridge, taking care of Lowell, laughing at/with my beautiful roommate Atma, long walks with my mini-me Alison, Pizza Express with the most delicious tortellini I've ever had, London, Canterbury Cathedral, photojournalism projects, brain tag for Med and the Brain, walking on the Jesus College lawn, and so many more.


Alexia and I. 


CamTrad was another time I knew joy. I was perpetually laughing at Lowell, Atma, Alison, Alexia, Virginia, and even Ramesh. This past 6 weeks was a good reminder of that.

I still talk with my CamTrad friends...some more than others. But there's a solid group of us that stay in touch. Not bad for 6 years of not being together! We've reunited in the strangest of places, but there's this CamTrad time warp that makes it seem as though only days have passed since the last time we've seen/spoken to each other. I suspect that the SMDEP students will also have this experience. They are lucky that many of them may end up going to school together in coming years.

Atma and I at Pizza Express.
Don't mind my head looking like it's photoshopped on... 
Although many of my classmates have decided on professions other than medicine (that was my "major" during the program), the program shaped each of us immensely into the people we've become. Regardless of if these students end up becoming doctors or dentists, this will be a time period on which they always look fondly.

This 6 weeks was good for me. This 6 weeks gave me the renewed confidence that I am really called to medicine. I cannot thank the SMDEP students and TAs for reminding me of that. I'm anticipating my share of frustration and exhaustion from studying over the coming years, but I do believe that UNMC is where I'm meant to be for now.



To my students and co-workers: thank you for the joy and laughter of the past 6 weeks. Thank you for reminding me who I am. Thank you, a thousand times, thank you. 

No CamTrad post could be complete without a picture of me in overalls.
Mini-me, Alison!
Couldn't be more proud of this girl these days!

Surprise attack from one of my favorite people in the world, Lowell. 


Monday, July 8, 2013

Ancient Medicine

So the SMDEP students are required to read two books while they are here in Omaha. The first is "The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks"--if you haven't read this and you have any interest in ethics, you need to stop what you're doing and read it now.

Well anyway, as far as the other book goes, the students are split into two groups and each group is assigned a book. The two books are "The Scalpel and the Silver Bear: The first Navajo woman surgeon combines Western medicine and traditional healing" and "The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down: A Hmong child, her American doctors and the collision of two cultures."

I have yet to read "The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down," but this post is mostly about the first book and my philosophy of treating patients.

If you've read many of my previous posts, you'll know that I believe that wellness comes from working towards being healthy in mind, body and spirit. This was a philosophy I picked up from Church Health Center in Memphis, TN. (As a side note: I wrote my senior thesis paper for Religion on the "Theology of Illness," which is really interesting in hindsight when I know now that I obviously spent much of my time this year being ill and is pertinent to this particular blogpost...sometimes we are drawn to learn about certain topics without really knowing why and then life throws us a curveball).

So back to this book...

It's really interesting that ancient cultures were so interested in treating people as a product of the biopsychosocial environment--aka treating their mind, body and spirit--since we have somehow lost that in our industrialization and perfecting of Western medicine. I'm not saying they got it all right and there's no merit in medicine these days. In biblical times, the though was that disease and illness were due to sins of the patient or sins of their parents. But they got it right in the sense that we need to treat a patient as a whole person.

Where did we go wrong if we are just now learning this in our culture of medicine? These are not new ideas, yet our society, not to mention healthcare professionals as an overarching generalization, are still hesitant to talk about mental health. Or spiritual health for that matter.

The Navajo people are not only concerned with a person as a whole, but the person within their environment (both physical and communal environment). There was one example in the book about some sort of disease that was spreading through the Navajo people a few years back. The US media picked it up and blew it completely out of proportion. The Navajo medicine man said that the illness was due to the increased rain that year. Obviously for Western medicine, that didn't make any sense.

Turns out, the medicine man was right. The rains caused an increase in the rodent population. This disease that was ransacking the Navajo people was due to infected rat feces. The rain really was the issue. Luckily the CDC listened to the medicine man eventually and figured out an anecdote to the poison. Lori Arviso Alvord, MD (the author of the book and the first female Navajo surgeon) writes,
"One Native American write and healer, Brooke Medicine Eagle, points out that the word heal comes from the same root as whole and holiness. For Navajos, wholeness and holiness are the same thing. The system of life is one interconnected whole. Everything is related, according to Navajo beliefs--its an organic and integrated way of looking at the world. The causes and cures for illness are woven into everything else." (Alvord, 113)
Dr. Alvord discusses how this Navajo belief has changed her practice of medicine. She no longer allows anger or harsh words in her OR when patients are under--there's even some evidence in Western medicine that supports this...we really aren't sure how much patients can understand subconsciously when they are under anesthesia and health outcomes are connected with the amount of stress/distress or positivity a patient has. Unless it's an emergent situation and the patient is unable to decide for themselves, she refuses to proceed with surgery if a patient and their family aren't completely comfortable with the procedure. This is a harder problem than one might imagine in our Western culture, but Navajo people have plenty of distrust towards White people and their medicine because of the way our nation has treated them in the past. Navajo medicine is slower. It uses the family unit as a support structure.

How would our patient outcomes change if we used slower medicine? If we incorporated the social aspect of a person's illness more into their treatment?

Don't get me wrong, medicine is moving this way. It's very prominent in the treatment of chronic and mental health illnesses. But it's not everywhere yet. It's also becoming more prevalent in large institutions (such as UNMC) when the patient's financial status is considered before ordering tests and procedures. [I could write books about how a person's economic situation affects their health outcomes, so I'm not going to delve into that here...one book to read if you're interested on the topic is "Infections and Inequalities: the modern plagues" by Paul Farmer (he's one of the co-founders of Partners in Health!)]

The Navajo people aren't the only culture that do this. Ayurvedic medicine from India is all about balance. Traditional Chinese medicine includes acupuncture, massage, herbal medicine, exercise and diet (whoa...exercise and diet are included in medicine...what a novel concept. Way to be about a billion years behind the times Western medicine...). And there are more examples. We seriously need to catch up with the times!

These medical practices can often (not always) diagnose the problem without imaging. Without even taking blood tests. If we have the most sophisticated form of medicine and we often can't diagnose things without these tools, what does that say about our powers of observation? About our reliance on technology?

We do have a great system of medicine. We just need to smooth out its rough edges. That's what reform is all about.

It was an excellent read about living between two different cultures. I can relate in many ways, although obviously I'm not Navajo (I do have some Native American heritage though!) I highly suggest you read it if you're interested in a more well rounded approach to medicine. I think my favorite quote from the book is this:
"Knowing and treating my patients was a very profound privilege, I realized, and as a surgeon I had license to travel to a country no other person can visit--to the inside of another person's body, a sacred and holy place. To perform surgery is to move in a place where spirits are. It is a place one should not enter, if they cannot enter with hózhó (beauty, harmony-a concept of living in harmony and balance)."
It is a privilege, whether or not we are surgeons and get to see the inside of a patient, to be invited into the most intimate and scary moments of another person's life. Clergy also get to be part of these sacred moments. We HAVE to remember how sacred and special these moments are when we are with patients and treat them as such!

Monday, June 24, 2013

Secret Identity: B & B owner

This has been the week of visitors. Which is absolutely exciting, but also utterly exhausting. Let's start with the beginning of the week and take a quick visit to the Château Jenny.

Monday evening brought my first set of visitors. Laura and Mike came up from Hastings to see a game for the College World Series. Now, I don't really love baseball--in fact, I really dislike it and find it to be incredibly boring--but I do really like seeing my friends. So I went to the game with them. Amazingly, I didn't start getting bored until the bottom of the 6th. If you know me very well, you'll know that that is incredible for me because usually I'm bored shortly after the national anthem.
This bear hat is seriously awesome!
Go Bruins!

CWS Day One: survived

Tuesday was quite the exciting day. My good friend Alexia from a summer program I did in Cambridge, England came to Omaha to see UCLA in the CWS. It's been 6 whole years since I saw her last, but we've kept in touch through letters at first and Facebook more recently. She's the first of my CamTrad friends to come visit me (oddly enough people from large cities around the world, aren't super excited to come visit the-middle-of-nowhere Nebraska), although I have seen several of them over the years when I've been traveling.

It has been absolutely nuts seeing her and catching up with her. One of her friends/roommates/classmates from UCLA came with her, so I even get to meet someone else! Hooray. There's something about CamTrad-ers that it doesn't matter how long of a time frame has passed, but we just pick up with each other's lives like it's just been a week since the last time we saw each other.

Only separated by a single
state line after 6 long years!
They drove all the way from LA to watch their team in the CWS, so off to the games we went. I actually made it through most of the game without getting bored...maybe because we were sitting in the UCLA section and the game got more intense. But it's still baseball, so...

CWS Day Two: survived

UCLA didn't play on Wednesday, so I sent the ladies to the Omaha Zoo for the day and then we headed out for sushi at Blue and then walked to the state line...who doesn't love being in two places at once?! Alexia had never seen Pitch Perfect, so we had a quiet night in.

Thursday. Well I had another set of awesome visitors! My Uncle flew in from DC so half of my family could go on a quick trip to St. Louis this weekend. So we went to lunch while he and my grandma were in town. He saw an Omaha restaurant on Diners, Drive-ins and Dives, so clearly we had to visit it!

Big Mama's Kitchen is on the North side of Omaha in an old school. And it is delicious. It definitely deserved the #33 (or was it #34?) spot on the top 100 Diners, Drive-ins and Dives! I had fried catfish, macaroni and cheese, slaw and SWEET TEA. Sweet tea is practically crack to me; I don't allow myself to have it very frequently--unless I'm in the south or eating soul food, because what Southern meal is complete without sweet tea?

On Friday, I didn't have any new visitors, but I did take the SMDEP students to Lincoln, so I did visit with some people that I haven't seen in a while. I saw my friend Lizzie for a bit at the dental school and then had lunch/ice cream with my roommate and her boyfriend. Megan has been on her rural rotation for school lately, so I haven't seen her in a few weeks. It was nice to catch up!

Friday evening was another UCLA CWS game, but I was too pooped to go. Miss Alexia and Miss Alex went to it though and seemed to have a wonderful time!

I was sad to say goodbye to my friends on Saturday morning, but there was no rest for the weary! I had a quick trip to the jail to educate and test for STDs, then a trip to the zoo with the SMDEP students and then mi madre came up for a quick visit! 
Carousel ride!
Squirt from Finding Nemo all growed up!

We got some churching, brunching, and shopping in on Sunday before she headed back to Hastings for work on Monday. What a lovely quick-trip from my mama!

As soon as I said goodbye to my mom, I headed out for Shakespeare on the Green in one of the parks in midtown Omaha. The performance was the Twelfth Night. It was a musical rendition, complete with modern hits such as "Call Me Maybe," "Hey Ho," "Some Night," and "All the Single Ladies." There was also an Arrested Development reference to Gob's chicken. 

We brought some blankets and some picnic food and enjoyed the sights, until the mosquitos started eating me alive. Some of the SMDEP students even came for a bit! Titus Andronicus will be the show next week, so we're heading back then!

Monday, June 17, 2013

The award for "Worst Blogger of the Year" goes to...

ME!

I have been slacking on a serious level on the blogging. It's been a whole month since my last post. Yikes, bikes and trikes! Sorry about that!

I have not been slacking on other things, however. I have been a busy little bee over the past month. I'll save you from another long post about the rundown of my life and throw out some highlights.

Just a little humor to start you off. 
SMDEP
So as I've mentioned before, I am a TA for the Summer Medical and Dental Education Program. It's a program for undergraduate students interested in healthcare. It's been really fun so far. The kids (okay, they're like a year and a half younger than me) are from all over the US, so they bring all sorts of excitement to our great city of Omaha.

They had lots of orientation stuff last week, so we only delved into actual classwork towards the end of the week. One of the mornings early last week, they took assessments about how they learn and their personalities and such. They had some extra Myers-Briggs assessments so all of the TAs took one too. As it turns out, I am an ENFJ. According to the website, these are my traits.
Warm, empathetic, responsive, and responsible. Highly attuned to the emotions, needs, and motivations of others. Find potential in everyone, want to help others fulfill their potential. May act as catalysts for individual and group growth. Loyal, responsive to praise and criticism. Sociable, facilitate others in a group, and provide inspiring leadership.
I do hope that the description runs pretty true to me because it makes ENFJs sound like pretty awesome people! It would have been interesting to do some of the other testing too, but I had other work to get done instead of taking the assessments.

The program is pretty awesome for the students. They get the chance to see all sorts of different researchers, professors, clinicians, etc. They get two shadowing experiences, plus all sorts of other great things. This past Friday we were in the cadaver lab at UNMC. The TAs were helping to show them specific things on the cadavers. I taught about the brachial plexus. The BP was covered during the third week of our anatomy core and so it was a little bit of a stretch to call on that information again. But alas, I survived and the students learned something!

The keynote speaker for their "opening ceremonies" was a clinician who works with the College of Public Health in Healthcare Disparities. She showed them this PSA about public health. It's a pretty good one! It highlights many of the issues we need to talk about for an effective reform to our healthcare system.


HIV Counseling
So, I've wanted to become a certified HIV Counselor basically since I started doing HIV Prevention Education about 7.5 years ago. And this weekend, I finally did it! I'm CDC certified! Whooohooooo! Yay me!

I did the training through Nebraska AIDS Project and so I will begin observing other counselors for a short period of time and soon I will be testing and counseling clients all on my own! I actually have tested several individuals for HIV before through a program that UNMC did earlier this spring, but we weren't CDC certified.

Much of the training was stuff that I already knew between my years of HIV Prevention Education and my clinical skills class in med school, but it was still a good refresher. Oh and there were some specific slang words that I learned (and maybe didn't need to ever learn...). It was a good time overall. Great to meet new people in the HIV prevention community!

Ethics of Treatment
You'd practically have to be living under a rock to not hear about Angelina Jolie having a preventative double mastectomy (http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/05/14/double-mastectomy-angelina-jolie-_n_3270390.html) because she had a >80% chance of having the BRCA1 cancer gene expressing itself, which puts her at a high risk of breast cancer (and some ovarian cancers).

Well anyway, my question is at what probability of disease do we suggest that it's a possibility to undergo radical treatment options as a preventative measure? Which surgeons feel comfortable at which percentages? Is there a golden line we cannot cross? I feel like surgery (3 surgeries at that!) was very drastic for Angelina, but it was possible for her because she had access to great care (genetic testing and counseling) and the means to pay for those doctors. But that's not realistic for everyone.

And then we get into just the general ethics of treatment. Do we give certain antibiotics as preventative measures? Who deserves these treatments? Who are we to decide who is worthy to treat? Who bestows this great judgmental knowledge on physicians? What sorts of preventative treatments are too radical?

And now I'm just onto general ramblings and wonderings about ethics. But my point is, was Angelina's preventative surgery too far? What about all sorts of post-disease diagnosis extreme measures? At which point does natural selection take over when humans are always trying to dupe it?

Well, that was a happy note to end my post... Adios for now. Let's hope that it doesn't take another month for another post.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Miscellaneous

There have been so many things going on lately that don't really fall into a specific category. I'm not really sure they fall into my journey of becoming a healthcare professional either, but they are still things that I want to write about. So here's a post about the miscellaneous things in my life.

Taize. I've written about Taize before (cliff notes version: Taize is a ecumenical monastic community in the Burgundy region of France. The worship style popularized there is filled with silence and meditative musical chanting). I adore that place so stinkin' much. Among plenty of awesome things, you get chocolate sandwiches for breakfast. So. Awesome! I was hoping to make it back to France this summer, but alas, I am too sick to travel abroad. Well anyway, Brother Emile from Taize is in the US for a few months to prepare for a retreat of sorts that will be over Memorial Day weekend.

And now I finally am getting to my point...my good friends at the UNL Lutheran Center had a Taize worship service last week and invited Brother Emile to join them. It was really nice to have a mid-week reminder to slow down and be present in the moment. Taize is always refreshing and renewing to my spirit!

Brother Emile gave a little homily during the service and brought up an incredible point. He talked about another brother, Brother Roger, who was the founder of the Taize community. Brother Roger loved statements that were incomplete; statements that ended with ellipses. The one he talked about in particular, which I am continuing to consider was, "If you begin with a trusting heart, then...". If I began my decision-making process about medical leave with a trusting heart, how would it have been different? If we begin with a trusting heart when we approach those that are different from ourselves, how would our interactions be different? If we began with a trusting heart, maybe we wouldn't stereotype people as terrorists. If we began with a trusting heart...

I challenge each of you to begin each of your future encounters and decisions with a trusting heart. It may seem naïve, but in reality it's radically wise. And it's so hard to do.

Choir. Well I haven't officially sung for any reason in several years, but the church I'm currently attending is having a big celebration this month in honor of their 140th year as a congregation (holy moley, 140 years is a LONG time!). And so they've asked me to join them in the choir to sing a cantata. It's been fun to be in rehearsal again and it's nice to meet different people in the church.

Alice in Wonderland. This past weekend I went to an incredible ballet performance of "Alice in Wonderland" with a few of my friends from my med school class. My dance teacher was actually the lead, so it was fun to see her really dance in a context outside of the studio. Watching everyone on stage got me really amped up about my recital. It's been over a year since the last time I performed anywhere.

AIDS Walk. Megan, her boyfriend, and I went to the Omaha Nebraska AIDS Project AIDS Walk this weekend. It was a MUCH longer walk than any of us expected...we actually walked all the way to Iowa! I've been involved with the walk in some context since my sophomore year in high school--many of those years helping to plan it--so it was a little bit weird to just show up and walk with no other responsibilities  The weather was GORGEOUS, which made it all the more enjoyable.

Research. I've finished the first rough draft of the introduction and methods section of one of the papers I'm working on. As it turns out, I still am excellent at procrastinating writing when I feel like it. But I think that what I have is actually pretty good. I'm not looking to publish this study, but at the very least, it's good practice for the ones we're hoping to publish!

SMDEP. I can't actually remember if I've written about this yet, but I will be a TA for a summer program for undergraduate students that are hoping to get into med school. We had an organizational meeting for all of the TAs and RAs this week. I'm getting excited for the students to get here! It means spending my summer in Sorrell (I may grow to resent this place someday...), but it should still be plenty of fun!

Celebrate Sound Walk. My parents are coming up to Omaha this weekend and we will all be walking in the "Celebrate Sound"walk. For those of you who don't know, my dad is well on his way towards being deaf (what did you say...I couldn't hear you?). We've been involved as a family in a service organization that specifically caters to those who are deaf and/or hard of hearing since before I was born (my first actual meeting was when I was like a week old!), so we'll be walking to raise awareness and some dollars for the cause. I haven't seen many of the Sertoma gang in several years, so it'll be good to see some of them again!

Wow, there have been quite a few things going on lately. Sorry for the randomness of the post, but I suppose that's how life goes. I'm looking forward to next week when all of my classmates are done with classes and can actually be fun people again (as opposed to book worms)! There may even be a zoo trip in my future as long as the weather cooperates!